10/16/02/ soydogs are a girl's best friends

by the way, if you are from my tech school, you should NOT be reading this. go away.

fully going to school now and it's just. a thing. don't want to go back, but must. not that the people are bad, or the teachers. or the classes even. it's all going so well, really. but. it's just that general malaise that accompanies everything in my life. i feel that i will fail at this, also, and life will keep on going, with me three steps behind. the whole "boohoo, why am i still here?" mentality. everything is useless and we're all going to die anyway, so what's the point? why keep struggling? it's stupid.

needless to say, i am depressed. i wish i some wine. wine is good. (whiiine:D )

2:33 p.m. E
kat*~