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2001-11-10/ life-weary child. so melodramatic.
it isn't fair how tired i am. and how ready to die. i feel like i've been alive for so very long. and i'm ready for it to be over with. i've gotten so big picture :D that it's hard to enjoy things others enjoy. haw. i can't see the use in anything. the point. nothing matters. rarr. excepting rasputina and Mariloon>:D. sigh.everything wearies me dreadfully.
if i had the energy to do anything at all, i'd start making art like a whizbang. but what's the use? it only amuses me. and it certainly doesn't put food in my mouth or clothes on my back. or needles in my belly. grarr.
take it away.
1:10 p.m. E
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