1/5/03/ my brain hurts.

bleee... that 'goth sex' thing is on emtyvee... silly show, that... but then, who knows what kind of sex i would have, if indeed i ever have sex? meh. the evils of men.

i'm filled with complete dread of the next week... i have to go back to school and such... and start all the complication again... i'll be working every other sunday as well, and that will give me three days off for every two weeks... hellfire. and i am tired. so tired of just being. sure, there's paltry entertainment, and art, but those are little things in comparison to all the hassle of living... people expect this and this and this of you, and you have to do this and this to earn money to buy this and this, and you have to know this and this so that you are able to do this and this, and you have to look like this, and so you have to buy this and this and do this and this, and if you don't, you look like this and everyone thinks you are this and this, and sometimes you have diseases and so you have to buy this and this and this and this, and it costs so much, and so you have to learn this and do this and work hard at this so that you can have the money to buy this and GOD DAMN IT. it's fucking frustrating. i'm sick of it.

but then, i've been sick of it for ten years. meh.

12:39 a.m. E
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01/04/03/ DUDE!

i love photoshop! yay!

um... yeah! rock!

10:18 p.m. E
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