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10/27/2004/ a to-do list.
hi.i need to:
take my insulin twice a day and check my blood every day as i am supposed to and which i have not been doing lately.
eat less and better. i must go back on the good diet i was prescribed at the hospital four years ago(four years ago! it's been that long? :C). how i wish i could set time back and be that girl again.. though i'd want to have the knowledge of all the time that's passed so i could do things differently of course. :C
exercise EVERY MORNING. i have gotten so FAT.
shower every morning. instead of every other day or two. my skin dries up in a few hours. it needs moisture. (i don't go outside and i don't sweat so. i rarely get 'dirty'. feh.)
call the local college and inquire about SAT testing so that i can go and take the damned test and then finally apply to GSU and hopefully get in and START MY FUCKING LIFE.
call chris who recently sent his number my way so that i can have another friend again. he's crazy and i miss him. so why haven't i called a week and a half later?!
go to bed at a sane hour such as twelve.
get out of bed at a sane hour such as eight or nine.
clean up my disastrous room.
get rid of a lot of my junk. (BUY IT FROM ME! on ebay!)
make all the little things in my head that i want to start making to sell. (hats and clothes and accessories and toys.)
get up the nerve to actually venture outside so that i can ride my bike.
find a job.
never. think. about the past. again. it only serves to make me bitter and weepy and not want to do anything.
get up the gumption to do all of these things.
1:09 a.m.
kat*~
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