2002-04-04/ A bobcat can eat as much chili as he wants but he aint gonna go crappin diamonds!

terribly depressed am i. i paid four hundred in bills the other day... that doesn't count groceries... or my own medication and supplies... and now my brother's enigmatic and charming ex-wife seems to have dumped their exquisite baby on us, so yay. now three leeches live in this house. how lovely. and seeing as i am merely a substitute worker at the library, my paycheck is not very large, and i am never sure of when i will work. so. my mother has a job at her school, and she pays what she can... my remora-father (as always) conveniently ran out of work as soon as my mother got her tiny job... my brother works at a subway, and apparently doesn't get paid... haw.
my mother has promised me that as soon as we can afford to, and as soon as we have found a car, she and i will escape this. but who knows how long that will take? who knows.

saturday she and i are going to the local flea market to try to sell some of our things so we can have a little extra money.

whippee. ain't life grand.

11:18 p.m.
kat*~