01/04/2004/ there's that blasted f-word again.

wahhhhh. anne.

um.

i want desperately to talk to someone. i wish i knew someone to whom i could pour it all out. oh shit.. how many times have i said that here? it still applies.

i feel that if i started saying what i wanted to say to the current group of people that are my friends(note - these people are all online. excepting kim. but she fits in here too.) they might become weirded out and hesitant around me.. and drift away as all my friends eventually do.

i open up.. they recoil and leave.

fuck.

FUCK.

i need a goddamned shrink. -_-

2:43 a.m.
kat*~